carbocistine

kapagod magkasakit lalo na kung di ka sanay
tulad ko na once in a blue moon lang kung dalawin ng lagnat o ng sipon at mas lalo pag ubo
kaya ngayon na i have both colds and cough eh hirap na hirap ako
kelangan kong bumangon kapag natatahol na ako para di ko magising iba sa pagakakatulog
nakakahiya ring umubo in public lalo na kapag me tunog plema
masakit na rin ang ilong ko sa kaka pinggot para punasan ng tissue para di tumulo
napaka cruel to the environment ko na rin sa dami ng tissue na nagagamit ko sa isang araw
masakit na chest, back at pati tiyan ko sa kakaubo
higit sa lahat pagod na ring akong patunayan ang sarili ko

Cool

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life...
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool

tnx paghord!

jellyace

i almost died of fear two nights ago......

thanks to the lady who sat beside me, for the hug and the jellyace she offered to comfort me

to the imam who prayed for our safety (kahit in muslim yun at di ko naintindihan pero ininterpret naman niya for us)

thanks to daniel who answered my call when i was in panic and needed someone to talk to so as to calm and prevent myself from jumping off the boat, for the jokes and tips on how to survive and for passing the phone to idak so that she could also talk to me....

to idak for laughing out her nervousness for me and telling me 'kaya mo yan che!"

salamat ke romel for making me promise not to ride that boat again.

ke ate rita na nag text para magtanong kung kumusta ako kahit di niya alam ang mga pangyayari...

sa lalaking nagtayo at naghawak ng teheras para me mataguan kami at nang di mabasa sa napakalakas na ulan....

sa lahat ng pasahero who kept on reminding each other na panatilihing timbang ang boat kundi sama-sama kaming malulunod....

sa crew ng M/V Nora (.....) who were honest enough to warn us that something was really wrong by giving us our respective lifejackets...

salamat na rin siguro sa mga pangyayaring ganito dahil each time na me pagdadaanan ako o pinagdadaanan eh me natutunan akong mga bagay bagay na di ko alam noon....

phoneyworld.com

cellular phones, cell phones, mobile phones which ever is the most right word to call this gadget has become a basic necessity nowadays kung wala kang phone eh parang nawawala ka sa sibilisasyon.well marami nga din namang nagagawang mabuti ang cellfone sa buhay nga mga tao ngayon lalo na sa mga pinoy na siyang numero unong tumatangkilik sa teknolohiyang ito. for one, eh napaka convenient nga naman pag me cellphone ka dahil isang "wer u?" mo lang sa halagang isang piso eh malalaman mo na kung asan ang taong hinahanap mo. di mo na rin (o ang nanay at tatay mo) kelangang umabot sa di pagkakaintindihan sa telgrama para lang makahingi ng alawans.

pero dagdag gastos din ang pagkakaroon ng cellfone dahil kelangan mong mag load ng mag load at sa mga tulad kong naka plan eh di rin maiiwasang lumampas sa credit limit. at kapag nasira eh kelangan mong ipaayos o kung di na kakayanin eh bumili ng bago. ambilis din ng pagpapalit os shall i say pagpapalabas ng mga models ng mga kompanya ng cell phones. mula sa ala palupalong analog na tawag lamang eh dinagdagan ng sms na nooy pwede lang sa magkaparehong network at libre pa ang text noon. hanggang sa pinaliit.... tinanggalan ng antenna...mas lalong pinaliit...dinagdagan ng games....hanggang sa ginawang colored.... dinagdagan ng camera... di pa nasatisfy eh gumawa na rin ng telepono at mini kompyuter all in one!!
lahat ng ito ay tinangkilik nating mga pinoy.. pero sa lahat ng modelong naipalabas na nagdaan sa mga kamay ko lahat yun kung hindi man nasira eh nanakaw. gaya ngayon parang masisira yata itong aking cellfone dahil bigla bigla na lang namamatay tapos eh mag rerestart ulit.... sabi ni misty (na recently eh nasiraan din ng fone) eh nag crash daw ang whatever ng celfone.... haaay sana wag naman mangyari sa akin yun dahil wala pa akong pambili ng bago :)

sunset

i love it when the sun sets.......

because surely a brand new day will follow!

You Owe Me Nothing In Return

I'll give you countless amounts of outright acceptance if you want it
I will give you encouragement to choose the path that you want if you need it
You can speak of anger and doubts your fears and freak outs and I'll hold it
You can share your so-called shame filled accounts of times in your life and I won't judge it
(and there are no strings attached to it)
You owe me nothing for giving the love that I give
You owe me nothing for caring the way that I have
I give you thanks for receiving it's my privilege
And you owe me nothing in return
You can ask for space for yourself and only yourself and I'll grant it
You can ask for freedom as well or time to travel and you'll have it
You can ask to live by yourself or love someone else and I'll support it
You can ask for anything you want anything at all and I'll understand it
(and there are no strings attached to it)
You owe me nothing for giving the love that I give
You owe me nothing for caring the way that I have
I give you thanks for receiving it's my privilege
And you owe me nothing in return
I bet you're wondering when the next payback shoe will eventually drop
I bet you're wondering when my conditional police will force you to cough up
I bet wonder how far you have now danced you way back into debt
This is the only kind of love as I understand it that there really is
You can express your deepest of truths even if it means I'll lose you and I'll hear it
You can fall into the abyss on your way to your bliss I'll empathize with
You can say that you have to skip town to chase your passion I'll hear it
You can even hit rock bottom have a mid-life crisis and I'll hold it
(and there are no strings attached)
You owe me nothing for giving the love that I give
You owe me nothing for caring the way that I have
I give you thanks for receiving it's my privilege
And you owe me nothing in return

come ala bora

one thing really nice about bora is not the beach, (yep contrary to what is written in travel books that the water is so clear and that the sand is so fine well it really doesn't differ from that of what siquijor beaches have to offer!)but the nightlife, the fun and of course the food! well in a small island like boracay eh andun na nga halos lahat ng cuisine na gusto mong kainin.... at dahil nakapunta ako dun (kahit lean season dahil rainy season) eh nasubukan ko ang iilan sa mga "to die for" foods sa tinatawag nilang island of paradise:

• English Bakery (station 2) - tomato and onion omelete, ang fish and chips lunch meal na pang-isahan daw pero pwede na para sa dalawang tao, samahan mo ng tuna vegetable salad, tapos mixed fruits shake, nasubukan ko rin ang muesli with yoghurt pero dahil super asim nung pineapple eh di ko naubos ang muesli syang at 75 pesoses din naman yun. Maraming mga foreigners ang dinadala ng mga tourist guides dito para ipasubok ang filipino breakfast na sini serve nila kaya ang itaas na bahagi ng stall nila eh para lang sa may bookings pero dahil lean season eh ngakaroon naman kami ng pagkakataong makakain sa upper dining area kahit pinoy kami at walang booking.
  
• True Food (station 2) - indian indian ang tema di lang ng pagkain kundi pati ang ambiance sa restaurant na ito. kapansin pansin ang malalaking yellow pillows na nakalapag sa banig na nasa bamboo sahig na kung napagod ka sa kakaswimming eh pwede kang humiga habang hinihintay ang order mong northern india set meal na me pipino at lamb curry na super duper anghang. truly pagpapawisan ka sa food nila....
  
• Hobbit House(d' mall station 2)- yep meron din sa bora gaya ng nasa malate! they serve the best crispy pata sa halos lahat ng nasubukan ko na not to include the warm accomodation u get from the hobbits themselves :) na 99% eh mga taga manila na nalayo sa pamilya dahil sa trabaho.
  
• Gastof (station 2)- well this restaurant is known for their yummy baby back ribs daw pero di yun ang natikman ko dito kundi ang fried prawn in garlic and butter at ang grilled kitang na masarap din naman.
  
• Jonah's Fruit Shakes(station1)- by the name itself eh na pa wow lang naman ako sa sarap ng moccha rhum at banana choco peanut shakes nila. nag boracay fest din ako (tuna sandwich na may may onions at tomato tapos me little american flag na nakatusok on top of the sandwich) medyo nga lang me kalayuan ang snack bar na ito na kelangan mo munang baybayin ang baybay para makarating dun... but it's worth it!
  
• El Centro (station 2) - ang free breakfast nila of toasted bread, honey at butter, scrambled egg eh ok naman pero ang talagang masarap eh ang mango juice nila na tlagang fresh mangoes ang ginawa at hindi ang nakasanayang gina canned mango juice
  

eto na lang muna at baka masira na tiyan nyo sa pagkain!